so this is going to be the last entry i am going to post in this journal. its about time to start a new one. if you want the new name come track me down and ill let you in... maybe.

ok what the hell is going on here why are you guys even talking/ posting to me? i dont care if you do or not but if your going to leave comments like that just keep it to yourself. please and thank you.

i need to do another meaningless rant and everything right now. frist off ( Read more... )

for the most part it was a semi good trip. it was nice to see everyone and we raised a lot of money. we got just about 4,000 that is going to him. so it went well. there were parts that i do regret though. words were said that shouldnt of been said and thats that ( Read more... )

So please tell me why we couldn’t stay
Don’t let this feeling ever go away
Let this memory forever be inside of me
Through every hour of every day
It’s with the company of these friends
That we drove on through the night
Behind the wheel of armageddon
We’re gonna force ourselves to live
Thankful it’s hurt more than we’ve ever felt
It’s just our means to an ( Read more... )

thing are going ok now. dont know what to make out of everytthing but it will be ok. i still dont know what to say about what happend yesturday. i kinda feel the same and i have thought about it and i can see it happening... i dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing. but i must say you are the frist one to ever tell me face to face. and it ( Read more... )

i am utterly and complety lost it seems. everything that i thought was real truned to dust and faded away in a instant. theres no saying what is real anymore. everything i feel is a lie and everything i know seems to be the same. stuck in the middle of a grey life where things never seem to get better. i am so tired feeling like this i truely do. ( Read more... )

so yea couldnt make it into RHPS sold out before we got there. but i must say even though we didnt get it we had the best time. and i must say i love boys dressed in drag oh baby. we got to meet a whole bunch of neat kids that couldnt get in as well so we crashed dennys you can assume what happends.


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hell yeah off to see RHPS tonight! EVERYONE MUST GO! 11:15 exchange street.aww i cant wait to see my scottie all dress up and on stage. after the show dennys with reachael allen and myself its going to be such a good night i cant wait i love it. you should come with us.

ahhhh girly moment!

"the world is your oyster you can do whatever you want to do ( Read more... )