you know, i thought about all of this. and it just figures. right? life goes well for what, a week? and it's like the biggest sin. and here goes the punishment. the thing i want the most i can brush with my fingertips. but i can't grasp it. and it's the same thing all the time. i just want him. that's it. and it's not like i can't have him, oh i ( Read more... )

wow. i feel like crying. not happy crying, but not sad crying either. just crying. lol. cuz i def. just went all the way back to june 12 and read most of the entries from then til now. and whoa nelly. there's a lot of stuff in there. i still find it hard ot believe that i loved him so much. and even harder to believe, is that looking back on it, i ( Read more... )

god damnit. lj is pissin' me off. i wanna get on squeeze_tighter. and i made a new account. just cuz. and i cant update it or login b/c lj is bein' a bitch. grrrrrrrrrrrrr.
ok so here's what i really should do this weekend:
SENIOR EXIT(as in til i finish ( Read more... )

ok, so i keep tryin to update my lj. like the CURRENT one. but apparently that server is down "for a few minutes" which apparently means the rest of the time that i plan on spending here. but anywho, i promised pitchers on there. so here.


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( mr. sense. aw. )

( music is magical )

( jacqueline )

b/c it wont stop in my head (damn voices) lol.
( falling away from me[]korn )

i confuzzled as always. luis n i have been fairly buddy buddy lately. lol. i mean it's one thing to hold hands and hug. but when he hugs me he doesnt just squeeze me n leave. nope, he holds me (which is nice...). and then he kissed me everyday last week. ok, i know he's not interested in me....b/c he's luis. and i'm really not all that interested ( Read more... )

Jacki got a new livejournal!!!!! squeeze_tighter !!!! if you want to, add it! it's gonna be public, like this, but i decided i need a new name. lol. all y'all that have friends only journals, add me, b/c if i'm still on YOUR friends list it's b/c i said to keep me when you did clean ups, b/c i LOVE your ljs!!!!!! i'm not deleting this, but i'm not gonna update ( Read more... )