i gotta saychickibuxDecember 17 2006, 20:00:49 UTC
a few things:
as you know, i can relate to this TO THE CORE. especially the just not wanting to and that also being bad part.
as we speak (er..), i am writing the last of the last, the last paper of my college career. have i learned from all my mistakes? it's twelve pages, due tomorrow. did i start it a week ago or a month ago or even five days ago? well. no. as always, i started it on friday. and as always the ways that i hate my writing are ten times multiplied by the fact that it inevitably sucks when i do it like this. and. so, well.
as long as i pass this class i'm pretty sure i won't care too much about any of this, or at least i won't feel so bad about it, by christmas.
but funnily the thing i am looking forward to doing after school is over is reading books and thinking things outside of that context. what is the deal with college?
anyway, sorry this turned into such a cheesy, lettery, el jay thing. love.
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as you know, i can relate to this TO THE CORE. especially the just not wanting to and that also being bad part.
as we speak (er..), i am writing the last of the last, the last paper of my college career. have i learned from all my mistakes? it's twelve pages, due tomorrow. did i start it a week ago or a month ago or even five days ago? well. no. as always, i started it on friday. and as always the ways that i hate my writing are ten times multiplied by the fact that it inevitably sucks when i do it like this. and. so, well.
as long as i pass this class i'm pretty sure i won't care too much about any of this, or at least i won't feel so bad about it, by christmas.
but funnily the thing i am looking forward to doing after school is over is reading books and thinking things outside of that context. what is the deal with college?
anyway, sorry this turned into such a cheesy, lettery, el jay thing. love.
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