The bitter glass (Ie: this is an angry textblock. Yadda yadda.)

[obseletevulture]

Don't you love the way I get back my internet and suddenly nobody's on all afternoon? Irony makes me grin IRL. It really shouldn't...Oh, and I've been pinging my closet masochistic nerd surrounded by ninjas all over dear_mun (That's Gau Meguro for you) and he's attracted about...three Yoites so far, an awesome Thobari who's giving him dating advice

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[mushykylo]

No offense, but you have a right to be angry with your grandmother, and your dad for not standing up for you. The only thing is, it's not doing you any good to be angry - though by not being upset, and just taking it, you're allowing this. I know this is your own form of masochism, but you really need to stand up for yourself. You're too old to be grounded, for one. You can't be grounded if it's going to prevent you from getting a job, secondly. And thirdly, move the heck out of Florida and somewhere with more English-speaking people

[for_punishment]

Mushy-samaaaaaa~
*attacks happily*
No, no. Gau showing up is jsut a coincidence again.One thing? My dad never stands up for anything. He's a better girl than me, as bad as that sounds. He's a remarkably gentle person, and he won't stand up for me because it'll hurt his mom's feelings. I get it. He's always been bad at standing up for that. And she just finished being mad at him over glasses. She's not behaving like herself

[x_mog]

Sorry about that. You know how it is. :/ I'd rather be on here RPing with you than off finding something else to fill my time between chores. But that's how it goes. Bahhh...

Life seems to really suck for you right now. But it's four a.m and all wisdom I might have is dead. So intead I'll offer you cheese on a stick and go pass out in the corner.

[obseletevulture]

Amazing. I lost heart to be online at abotu four am. Such coincidence. *sighs and accepts cheese*

So I went off and downloaded a shitload of Apocalyptica music, and then tried to work on shaping up Gau's masochism so he still thinks he's not into Raikou.
It helped a little, but I was still up 'til four. I'm sure other people do things with their summer, so it comes to be expected.
It was jsut upsetting not to have someone else's problems to throw myself into when I got like that, and ample internet access so I could angst about it at length. *sigh* Usually those ranty things just go on my laptop and disappear from the world. Lately I've been putting them up more often,t hough. Aargh. i'm such a pessimist...

[x_mog]

I wasn't on long. Just got on long enough to check my f-list because I'd been sort of neglecting it.

I have pretty much nothing to do with my summer but swim. And with the meds, I can't be doing that for at least another two days. But aside from before he wakes up and after he goes to bed, there's hardly any time for me anyway unless he finds something to do with his time that isn't watching sports with dad... And lately he's been insisting I keep playing through KH2 again at night so I go off and put in about an hour or so of gameplay before I can come on here.

[notverydevilish]

AH. I thought it was something like that, actually. That's fine. Your bro's your bro. And you have the internet. he jsut has you, if you think about it. *smile* It's nto really fair we snatch his only friend for TOO much of any given day. ^_~ He really IS Yoite~

[obseletevulture]

RYOU-CHAN! ♥ *attacks*

...I love how you put succintly in four lines what it took me ten billion to do. *dryly* (Haah. I suck.)

I think I'm mostly mad over the fact there's not much I can do in the situation. You're absolutely right.
I feel pretty bad for my dad, too, though since he's being made use of as a stick to beat his "lazy" children with...

[obseletevulture]

Nonsense. The fact that my life is incredibly boring and at times very cliche never keeps me from writing down multiple points of idiocy concerning its events. ^^ You'll be fine

[lecanis]

I think I'm stalking you. Or you're stalking me. Because I became suspicious (and/or curious) after seeing a review to a story on ff.net... and went to look... and found through various channels that yes, we were talking on dear_mun as well.

I'm going to go die laughing now.

Miharu jumps away from the fence, "Oh my God! A pervert!"

[obseletevulture]

Pffff. Hey~ I forgot my Gau journal actually had a link here. Last minute afterthought, really. Not to mention that before all that garbage about my family, I'd actually mentioned dear_mun events. I normally don't.

Hitsuzen is at work, I'd say. It's making absentminded me accidentally stalk you. (You can be as deliberate about it on your end as you want, though.)

Now comes the point where Leca-sama gets an absurd nickname since the stalking seems to be pretyt much out int he open, now... And me rambling about my family didn't scare you off--which is probably the worst I do here.
"Leca-ma-ma" sounds about right, wouldn't you say? *KIRA'D IN THE FACE*

Gau wears his pimp clothes... >>

[lecanis]

Mm, actually I think I got here from your ff.net profile and then read the stuff about dear_mun and put it together, if I remember right. (Which is iffy, painkillers + antibiotics sometimes makes me fuzzy in the head.)

Family stuff, I didn't comment on because I didn't feel I knew you well enough. Though I totally TMI'd you on ff.net, AND your grandmother reminds me of my grandmother.

Haha I feeeeel ooooooold being called that! Though it's probably appropriate-ish. :p

Basically, they're just stolen from Raikou's closet, though. ^^ *GLITTERCOAT*

[obseletevulture]

Oh. Well. My ff.net profile is pretty free with that sort of stuff, yeah, come to think. I havent' been doing much with it because it keeps ruining my fic formats, so just about everything's on my creative journal now. (Which has another retarded name.) But it's bio's significantly longer than Gau's, so that makes me laugh. (You could have saved yourself a lot of pain, I'm afraid. XD)

Pff. All commentary is pretty welcome. When I get mad it's usually pretty pointless, and then I feel like an idiot, after. It's not usual that my grandmother doesn't have a lot of sense behind what she asks for, but eh. It's happening more, lately. *shrug* And all in all, it's better than her being dead outright like she was supposed to be back in...2005, probably. Bone marrow cancer and all. My grandmother's an interesting lady. ^^;;

Haah, well, it's either that or you're Leca-sama. I tend to sort people by age with honorifics. Twice my age or more gets the "-dono" because I'm a moron, so there's a bright side to that. XD

[semiblonde]

Ask away, hun

XD

[obseletevulture]

...I swear, just being faced with sexy!Lace-n-leather girl!Mello bleached my brain of all but vital laughter.

Just...help?
I...don't know where to begin with Matt really. I never paid much attention to him, and I get the feeling if I just went through and started him cold, and we're just going two-player counterpoint type stuff, I'll do something completely odd and out of the blue. (I usually do. I suck at coming up with the same things other people do when faced with something. *facepalm*)
So knowing what people NORMALLY do with him would probably help, otherwise it'll be like, "Oh. Yeah, I'm still stalking her. Got some great shower footage and all, but have you seen my copy of Metal Gear Solid 3 anywhere, Mello? There'd better not be chocolate on it again..."

Durr. So...uhm...yes...how do people NORMALLY go about playing the hot topic poster boy with goggles? (I do like his fashion sense, even though it'd look terrble on me, and I don't smoke which adds some attitude to it...)