The bitter glass (Ie: this is an angry textblock. Yadda yadda.)
Don't you love the way I get back my internet and suddenly nobody's on all afternoon? Irony makes me grin IRL. It really shouldn't...Oh, and I've been pinging my closet masochistic nerd surrounded by ninjas all over dear_mun (That's Gau Meguro for you) and he's attracted about...three Yoites so far, an awesome Thobari who's giving him dating advice
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Aah, maybe, but I prefer ranting where nobody else has to endure me talking myself into a rut. Maybe that's a bad thing about more internet access for me, now. My entries'll probably be longer and more stupid. *sigh*
Ironically enough, the only trait that side of the family has to balance out its sweetness is terrible stubbornness. My father's one of the most compliant, easy-going peopel on the planet, but he'll go out of his way to try to follow what his parents want him to do. My grandmother likewise is normally very sweet, but...the cancer meds seem to be making her very vehement and emotional, and my dad's still trying to follow her dictates like a good son.
Really...everyone has good intentions, which makes it all the weirder. It's very difficult to try to explain what I'm mad about in my family. I can't usually complain about temperment at all...
It's just I find grounding me counterproductive, and secretly so does my dad, but he wants his mom to be happy, and so do I to some extent. So the bristling at "injustice" is clashing with the desire to do well by my grandmother, and make her life easier.
It's a wierd problem, I know.
I must've sucked at explaining it, huh? ^^;;
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