Have you ever felt like your life is just a train car that keeps on moving from station to station? The door opens and you take a look around and you get back on and keep going, never settling on any one place to be. I've felt like that my whole life. First, the drive to leave my parents house, then the ship out, then the big return, and now ( Read more... )

If anybody needs to send me some love but doesn't know how, my email is obliterobot@excite.com.

...and a fitting end to my estrangement from real life. So, the military was... errr... an experience... as is everything. I hate to think that seven or eight months was just lost on a stupid impulsive decision, so I guess the real issue with my upcoming discharge from service is what I gleaned from this terse life phase. First, some history ( Read more... )

I leave in two days... and despite my initial optimism, I couldn't be more depressed. How could a guy so full of party suddenly want to drink alone? I was fine with it two months ago when I found out all my friends were parting ways. I was more comfortable with it one month ago when I knew my girlfriend and I were breaking up. Up until two ( Read more... )

So I broke up with Kasey today... and it's about goddamn time. Just when I figure it should be sufficient just to never talk to her again and let bygones be bygones... I keep finding new reasons to be mad at her. It's not even the fact that she cheated on me. I already made good on that misdemeanor in spades. No, when I decided to forgt about ( Read more... )

I'm sure you probobly get the gist of this one just by reading the title. But the fact that you're still reading this implies that perhaps I've sparked your interest. Need I go on? I see that I need indeed. Okay, so my last entry was a lie. While I am, in fact, in hot pursuit of the four horsemen, I'm not confining my chase to the weekends. ( Read more... )

I leave for BT in exactly one month. One month!! That's rediculous. I've got one month to turn it up a notch and I'll be very dissapointed indeed if I remember any of this in a month. That's right, I've got four weeks left. So, for exactly one of each weekend, I'll be getting a different kind of completely fucked up for the whole weekend ( Read more... )

And here's why. Last night I experienced my first official blackout. I met up with Kasey not knowing what to expect for my night's adventures. We were supposed to head to this one kid's house, but we inevitably ended up in my most favorite place in the world of late- Ian's garage. Always a fun time and hazy memories at Ian's garage. My memory ( Read more... )

Well, it's been one hell of a three days. That's meant to be a pun, but you wouldn't know why just yet. Just be patient and give me a chance to explain. So we went to the gates of hell. There it is. If you don't know what the hell I'm talking about, go to weirdnj.com and check in the underground catagory. It's a creepy system of drainage ( Read more... )

Here's the rundown. I'm a pretty down to earth chap with something of a creative streak and a refreshing whit. Altogether, I'm mostly laid back with big dreams and boundless potential. But there's only so much shit a guy can put up with. I've been living under my parents' tyrannical rule for seventeen years now. They watch me like a hawk. My ( Read more... )