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tomorrow, i will work with the girl with the long legs
today, my gypsy girl is haunted by demons
and my life seems set to "repeat"
i will hold hands with my little panda
or bury my nose in ripe fur of a mountain goat
and keep running after my gypsy girl
the girl with the long legs miles ahead
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i can salvage my day
even in the last minute
i will not give up
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i left the light on in the hallway
not for anyone but me
just to tell myself
i am home, i am home, i am home
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everything drips, it falls, slides down
all of it down
it is disgusting and it makes it hard to feel upbeat
i like fires
fires with flames and
fires when you dance
fires of love
i like things that go up
light and airy
i prefer warmth over clammy -
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and i'm trembling
i have been all day
it started well anyway, my day did
but i'm unsure how i feel about it now
it was given to me though
and i don't want to return it
it is my day -
tracking a deer
today i will walk the path ahead of her
leave my scent, mark a bush
so she can come alone but won't get lost
and when she finds me i'll give her berries
and affection
i'll brush the knots from her fur
and watch her fall asleep -
i got a new tattoo
"Wee, sleeket, cowran, tim'rous beastie,
O, what panic's in thy breastie!
Thou need na start awa sae hasty,
Wi' bickering brattle!
I wad be laith to rin an' chase thee,
Wi' murd'ring pattle!" i was inspired by Robert Burns see the single quoted verse above of To a Mouse and my sweet love -
i know this
nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect, nothing is always perfect ( Read more... ) -
torture
i hate looking up at the ceiling, although i like the seagulls painted up there ( Read more... ) -
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some things are hard to accept
even while i do accept them
i do not want to be gay
i'm not even sure i want to be me
obviously
so there