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HMMM..i guess i can't avoid writing forever. I just haven't really felt like it.This weekend i was supposed to go to Redding to see my papa...the one who has cancer. But big suprise, Dad leaves without me, even though i have been calling him for the last two days. He tells me i should have called him. And then he gave me this big speach about how ( Read more... )

A Day Late ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "what underground scene stereotype are you?"

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death is on my doorstep ( Read more... )

doesn't everyone just love my new user pic!!!!i bet you do... found the pic online, and did the words on photoshop...oh ya im crafty all right. I had a good day, alex is in town, it's weird to have him here with me...and ppl i know, i think it is weird for them to see me with someone.lol well ne ways... i had a good day, how bout you?

Sooo many things have happened...One BIG thing has happened, and something else is seeming to "unhappen". Get it? got it? GOOD. I don't really want to write what EXactly happened...it's on the DL and for good reason. but i just feel sooo bad...im a horrible girl. And yet, there isn't anything i can do about how i feel...

where do i go from here...

since about last friday this guy named trevor(from history class) and me have been hanging out. I'm not quite sure what triggered him to all the sudden want to hang out, and i know what you're all thinking...but no it's totally platonic. We've went out to luch twice, and hung out after school twice. It's been really nice to have someone to hang out ( Read more... )

I hate my life right now...i hate being dissapointed...which is all i have been for about nine months now.