sigh...grrrrr..ponder
Sooo many things have happened...One BIG thing has happened, and something else is seeming to "unhappen". Get it? got it? GOOD. I don't really want to write what EXactly happened...it's on the DL and for good reason. but i just feel sooo bad...im a horrible girl. And yet, there isn't anything i can do about how i feel...