so he said he was gonna come over at 2
never came, and i waited for him till 4
and his fucking retarted ass never called
his friend did
HIS FRIEND
but anyways, when i saw him he just said sorry, and that he was too tired to see me.
at the time, i didnt think of what he said, i just was like what ever and ignored him most of the day.
Then yesturday, i was ( Read more... )

school is in 2 days ( Read more... )

so lately i've been really down
and really tired
and i dont know why.
like i feel like doing anything anymore
and i just want to sleep and eat all day.
i stay up all night
and i just want to drink.
but every time i do its either a really bad drink,
or not enough to get me drunk.
and i still dont think i have a problem.
I hate how people keep trying ( Read more... )

Tomorrow's my birthday ( Read more... )

Some times i want a shot ( Read more... )

With no TV, or cell phone, or privilages that i used to have, why shouldnt i be a bitch to my mom?
i hate how she complians im not nice to her anymore
she needs to fucking get over herself.

I'd feel better if she just acted like she cared. Why does she bother to do this to me, what are we doing if nothing ever gets done with us. I feel like im in a childish relashionship with her. She needs to get over it! I always knew she just liked to play around, stop fucking with my mind and grow the fuck up and finally tell me whats real.
One ( Read more... )

got queens of the stone age cd lullibies to paralyze, its really good love the lyrics. and I got my obsession with techno back for soem strange reason it just came out of nowhere so i made a techno cd with like 14 songs on it. idk ive been feelin weird lately, idk i get like this b4 the summer and i just like bein alone and stayin up late and ( Read more... )

HI people its been a while, and i got nothin reali special to say.Yesturday i smoked my first cigarette and tammie was goin crazy,she was just straight up pissed. amanda just punched me and sed dont ever become a smoker and i was awwwwwwwwwwww they care. My frend Brandy was the one that gave it to me so i guess they hate her but its not her fault ( Read more... )

HI PEOPLE!! My mom is the most embarresing person ever and i hate her!!!! I went shopping with the annoying bitch and she wouldnt buy me anything. every skirt was too short and the long ones were so fucking ugly. But im better now cuz im used to this annoying abuse and i just cry on the inside. My aunt was here and she brought her boyfriend and a ( Read more... )