BOOOOOM

[nypmonkey]

Some times i want a shot
then i think i should have one
then i get offered a drink
and figure i shouldnt have it
and then i actually do drink
and want to gag my brains out
then i think of all the times i got drunk
then i think i just forced it down anyways
but now when i drink
its like i dont want it
but want it at the same time
then i drink
and think
i just defeated rehab