I plan on returning to Indiana in under a month (and hopefully won't get stuck there.) Since I've been back in Illinois I have definately lost sight of goals. I've wasted away long enough and it's time for me to do something about it. I'm looking foward to writing music and playing it as well. I have deprived myself for far too long. Not to ( Read more... )

fuck parents.
two faced.
hypocrite.
all my plans are fucked.

i got a job that i start on thursday.
i had to shave off my beard.
things are looking up.

for some reason i have a sickening feeling that i have a burning in my loins. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.. i just need to get checked. it's been too long.
i fiend for that shit. "drugs rule everything around me! fiend, get the powder, drink another beer ya'll"

sometimes i wish i wasn't alive. and more often than not, i don't know why.

im really bored ( Read more... )

This summer has been a slow one at best. I'm definately getting ancy to do something. I played drums for the first time in almost two months the other day...to long. Feels like I'm giving up to much just to live freely. It basically comes down to never turning myself in, not going to college, not playing my drums, never do anything with my life ( Read more... )

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i fucking hate myself. i fucking hate my life, and i generally hate everything.

i guess in the course of last night, i was sleep pissing. all over the homies carpet.
kinda funny, or maybe a sign..fuck that, aint no signs.

ohh, and i don't live with my parents anymore

im outa here. fuckin, two or three weeks and im gone.
no destination as of yet..doesn't quite matter; i live for the travel.
no set time limit; i live for the moment.
chump change; money equals nothing.

done with the "rules"
FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK
yea. that's it. im done, and im gone a.s.a.p.