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FML.
I've accept that this is a sounding board for the things I can't articulate, and in that capacity I'm here again. I've already laid out the reasons for why I can't say these things, but let me reiterate: the process of writing them down allows for organization, and allows me to avoid the pitfalls of becoming too emotionally charged ( Read more... ) -
Fuck me
I am really starting to hate my life. I have no control over what I do, or what happens to me, I am constantly made to defend against paranoid, irrational fears that are completely baseless, I have no safe outlet for anger, and I'm stuck in a tiny bedroom with two other people, both of whom require constant attention and who scream and cry ( Read more... ) -
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I really want to start writing again. For some reason I've got inspiration coming out of my ears, just not for music, but for writing. Too bad I don't have a private place to do it in. I can't abide to write where other people are. They distract me, and then I can't focus on what I'm doing. -
Warning: vent in progress
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Fucking bullshit
Subject line says it all. What a bad decision. What am I supposed to say or do about this? Nothing I really can do, except damage control and try to plan for a very uncertain future.
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i swear to fucking god this fucking shit is giving me an ulcer.. i feel like my brain is overpressurized and will soon explode out of my ears ( Read more... ) -
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So I guess I spoke out of turn - it's always difficult to see the other side of the argument when strong emotions are involved.
Without communication barriers can begin to grow. It's important to reconnect before they become too high or strong.
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Frustrated
Don't you hate it when something you said gets totally misconstrued and twisted and causes an argument that leaves everyone angry, even the mood had been good to begin with?
This is bullshit. I do so many things right, only to screw up once and get pinned to the wall. I'm not fucking psychic, but it's quickly making me psychotic.
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Wow.
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fuck the holidays!
It's about time somebody took a long, agonizing look at the holiday season and said "Fuck you, holidays!" It's time somebody stood up and decided not to pretend anymore. I'm not that person, but I'm willing to provide all the details as to why this person should act ( Read more... )