Let's see. This is 2011 now. Well into it, at that. 2010 wasn't the best year. Had 3 people I know (family and a friend) die. 1st my grandpa passed in March 2010 of stage 4 lung cancer. That was rough and remains to be so today. I don't think I've been through something that hard ever in my life. I know that everyone has to deal with death in their ( Read more... )

So most of the people who know me best know this; that I make poor decisions on people I am interested in dating. This has been a continuing issue with me for a long long time. I always seem to attract the "disasters" as I like to call them. Better yet, I'm a magnetic for these types. Let me just give you a discription of what I call a "disaster". ( Read more... )

Okay, so it's been forever and a day since I've written in here. I think it's time to get back to the basics and write more ( Read more... )

Lately I've been thinking abou the future...about marriage, having a family and a dog. Yes, thats right, a dog. Not too mention my cat, Cordelia. I want to have all these things. But honestly, who doesn't? Deep down everyone wants to be loved...by a husband, a pet or their own children. One day I'll have these things, I'm sure. We shall wait and ( Read more... )

First off if you've been watching American Idol, Jason Castro is adorable and I want him to be mine, haha. Seriously though he is adorable. And I like Danny too cause he is a male version of me ( Read more... )

I've fought so hard for this and yet I feel I'm stumbling yet again. I try to be so strong and fall short. I'll get through this rough spot, I always do. I just have to stay strong. I just sometimes feel I'm falling appart at the seams and there is no one and nothing that can sow me back up. I'm trying to be the one who takes care of it but it'd be ( Read more... )

So to sum up this year I would say its been a interesting year. Met some new people. Some people from my past stumbled back into my life. Got to see some bands I never seen before this year. Its been a good year. Rough at times, but good at times. Thats life though. Alot of growing I guess you could say. I grew closer to some friends, thats been a ( Read more... )

So whadda say we have some beers, watch the fireworks and listen to someone you love talk about the person they love and know isn't going to work out for a half hour? Whadda say? Yeah, that was my 4th of July. Man I need to get away from Ohio. I know I can move to California and live with someone who would most likely treat me right and possibly ( Read more... )

So being of the age I am, 22. I feel that its my duty to have fun and do whatever seems fun at the time, and I shall. Despite working in the morning, I shall rock out concerts and what ever I may be doing on a nightly basis ( Read more... )

So lets see, I'm a bit of a pickle. I like someone I can't completely have at the moment. I should have spoken up and let him know I liked him, but I "assumed" that he knew I did. Now he has a girlfriend....a week old girlfriend mind you. He really likes me though. I told him I was sorry for bringing it up to him and making it more hard for him to ( Read more... )