So Many Things Left Unsaid.
Okay, so it's been forever and a day since I've written in here. I think it's time to get back to the basics and write more.
I've been dealing with some tough times but I know that the Lord will help me through this. If you've ever had to cut someone you love out of your life because they weren't good for you than you know what I am going through. This person was someone that I loved, someone that I dated, my best friend for years. But my emotions/feelings for this person led me into distruction. This person didn't feel the same way and has told me a few times before and yet again recently. I won't go into detail as to why this was so hard for me because it's my buisness and if I want to share it with you I shall. :) But long story short, I had to cut him out of my life to protect my heart again. I've allowed this person to re-enter my life on numerous occasions only to be heartbroken and crushed each time. So I finally made a decision that could save me mentally and emotionally. Time to move on and look towards the future and stop living in the past. I can't change the past but I can have a healthier happier future if I make better decisions.
We shall see how this all goes. I know myself and I know I fall back on old ways a lot. But I pray that I can be strong (and I know I am) and keep moving forward. Never look back. Try to keep a positive attitude even in times when I think it's impossible. Surround myself with people that lift me up and not down. That's the plan for this year. I feel it could be a great one.
I've been dealing with some tough times but I know that the Lord will help me through this. If you've ever had to cut someone you love out of your life because they weren't good for you than you know what I am going through. This person was someone that I loved, someone that I dated, my best friend for years. But my emotions/feelings for this person led me into distruction. This person didn't feel the same way and has told me a few times before and yet again recently. I won't go into detail as to why this was so hard for me because it's my buisness and if I want to share it with you I shall. :) But long story short, I had to cut him out of my life to protect my heart again. I've allowed this person to re-enter my life on numerous occasions only to be heartbroken and crushed each time. So I finally made a decision that could save me mentally and emotionally. Time to move on and look towards the future and stop living in the past. I can't change the past but I can have a healthier happier future if I make better decisions.
We shall see how this all goes. I know myself and I know I fall back on old ways a lot. But I pray that I can be strong (and I know I am) and keep moving forward. Never look back. Try to keep a positive attitude even in times when I think it's impossible. Surround myself with people that lift me up and not down. That's the plan for this year. I feel it could be a great one.