You'd think that since the sun is out, my moods would be swinging in the more positive directions, but no. Today has been depression and anxiety all day. It sucks that I feel this way, especially when the baby kicks. I'm not depressed about her at all, just everything else is stressing me out, and lately I've been getting a lot more of the "I'm ( Read more... )

So, I just wanted to document my feelings really quick before I forget ( Read more... )

I just had to post this. I'm listening to the Savage Love podcast and I was listening to this kid call in about his ex-boyfriend who tried coming out to his mother thinking she might understand and instead she made him go back into the closet and sent him to a gay-to-strait therapist ( Read more... )

I'm home alone this week. It's been a long hard week so far. I'm exhausted and just lonely. Got a new manager at work and I'm not a fan so far. Not sure if I want to stick it out, or keep checking the internal job postings for something else. Whatever ( Read more... )

Hi. So, I feel like I should write in here. So, I'm into my second trimester, yay! I'm feeling pretty good, but I get exhausted really easily, so busy weekends are kindof going out the window. I found a message board for people who are also due in sept. and it's really nice to connect with other people going through the same things. It's hard ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm posting this mostly for myself because I don't feel like writing by hand in my journal since that requires me to get off my ass. The book that I got for christmas told me to start journaling so that I could have a record throughout ( Read more... )

I haven't posted anything for a while, so i though now would be a good time since i feel like i should write something. Found out that I am officially infertile, although that doesn't mean that it's impossible for me to have kids, it's just really hard. So, i get to start fertility treatment in a month or so, which i'm a little scared of. Also, ( Read more... )

I really don't understand some people...in what way are we becoming a socialist country? My sister is thinking about "expatriatizing" herself and her family, whatever that means. She's claiming she doesn't want to be a "U.S. Slave" anymore...wtf? in what way are we slaves? I'd like to hear her suggestion to the health care problem. It sounds like ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'm ready for anything...I still feel like I'm not old enough to make decisions. I am making them, but there's always that little voice in my head "what if mom and dad don't approve" and such...like when your a kid and you base what you do sometimes on whether or not they'll "let" you do them. I guess it's hard for me to believe ( Read more... )

Ok, so, for anyone who still reads this and didn't know, Me and travis put an offer on a house around the lake nokomis/minnehaha falls area and it got accepted. Yay! I'm a little nervous though about if we'll be able to afford all the initial expenses...i think we'll be fine (i hope) on the closing cost/down payment...but getting out of our lease ( Read more... )