I heard it said once that feelings is what makes life what it is. That feeling is as vital as breath. And without the ability to feel, to have emotions, to love someone or something, then breath is just a clock. Ticking away to death. I think sometimes that most people are blind to emotions, yet the claim to have deeper understanding of the world ( Read more... )

Hate is a very powerful thing. It has driven people to many ends, but it has never driven someone to an end that was positive. So why then would it be better for a person to hate another, just because it's easier? Hate is a killing thing. It kills not only the person you hate, but it kills the person with the hate. Hate is addictive. When you hate ( Read more... )

I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. It seems so simple for me to become downhearted when I am opposed by so many people with my faith. But nevertheless, it is there. And I will never forsake it. I can no longer hold my tongue while I hear people's rebukes and 'logical' explanations of why the things I believe in are ( Read more... )

It seems I've gotten alittle bit behind in my posting. Well, you'll have to forgive me. Time must have gotten the better of me for a while. But here I am, still alive and ready to share myself with whoever cares to read. I want to bring everyone up to speed, but I truly can't without giving away too much information that I don't want the wrong ( Read more... )

I know it's been a while since I last updated. Get over it. Sometimes I'm glad that I have this journal to express myself, but at other times I wish I didn't have the need to write things down. When my life is good, I don't feel like writing it down, because I'm focused on what is good and it's fresh in my mind. But when something goes wrong, ( Read more... )

For a while now, something has been swarming my thoughts. I have been wanting people to understand me, and I have gotten upset because people have judged me based on things that have happened to them in the past. It had nothing to do with me, it was just a safe guard, a defense mechanism so to speak. So I've decided that instead of waiting for them ( Read more... )

I don't have much to say this time, but I do want to say that there is a certain expectation I have for Christmas and this year it wasn't met. My parents told me that I couldn't go see my friends today so we could spend family time together. I sat in my room all day doing nothing. I didn't mind so much. I just wish that if we were going to do ( Read more... )

I had a nightmare last night. I honestly thought that I wasn't going to wake up from it, but when I finally did I was crying. It really scared me. It made me think about my family and how much I really care about them and it made me think about my friends and how much I'd regret not letting every last one of them know that I care about them, and ( Read more... )

I've been wondering lately, what is it about girls that makes them want to have a guy treat them like crap over a guy who treats them like royalty? I know that some girls are feminists, but I'm sorry girls, I'm not a feminist. Not only that, but I think that it's completely stupid. I believe in treating a lady right, and being a gentleman to all ( Read more... )

When is the line of trust crossed? Where does it begin? And where and when in a relationship of new friends is it established? All these questions are on my mind because of things that happened quite recently, but the nature of the events, though not spoken, should be made known through this journal. When new people meet, why must we always bring ( Read more... )