"(So we're) Back where we've been. A waste of time, we would love to waste again. Even if september never seem to come so fast, and good things never seem to last. We're old enough to know whats wrong ( Read more... )

This ship is sinking fast. I've tried to keep it afloat, but I couldnt do it alone. I've grown tired, wearied and sick. Maybe if you had tried to solve the problem, and not become its allie. I can see the light house, I just never thought I'd be reaching it alone.

Im just waiting. Maybe Jamie can get me a job where she works and that would be good for a while. After all for 2 years I have been bitching how much I want to leave corpus. Maybe this is a good time to just go , earn some cash working to bring back. I also cant wait to go on tour with Day At The Fair. even though its not my band playing. It is ( Read more... )

I'm tired, and realized I have constantly felt like im about to break, because I already have. My time here is spent. My bands direction? fuck I dont think we know. I used to have this theory....." if its ment to be, you shouldn't have to make it work, or force anything. If you have to make it work, and you have to try more than twice, maybe it ( Read more... )

Today has left me with the weirdest feeling in my gut. I can't figure out if Im sad or not. I know I'm shocked. I just have this weird feeling in my gut that I cant explain, but I know I don't like it. This timing was perfect with the confusion I have goin on. I really just want to lay down and sleep for 12 hours, but something doesn't want that, ( Read more... )

This is Matt Morris.....Im jamming Our Finest Hour.

I've got things left to say, but you're out the door. 10 seconds to much to ask. So I hear you're keeping better company? Its ok, not like I expected nights wrapped up in each other to last. I could have been....something you'll never let me be. pack up, move on, I've done this before. Tear the pictures off your wall of this time last year. Its ( Read more... )

I swear to god I would take care of you. As if that could keep you here. I've been lying to myself, convencing that its not me, its you that has changed. Why leave when you know I would pull teeth, if you asked for one to never forget me.

My mind has made something of you that will never be. Something of those nights and the place I thought we could both call home. Seems I'm the only one left filling the pages of letters addressed to the hopes of you and me. "I miss you" 8 letters that keep repeating themselfs. Tearing my sleeping patterns to shit. So Take me home tonight. Fall ( Read more... )

I havent met someone who keep my lungs standing still, in quiet some time ( Read more... )