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Today has left me with the weirdest feeling in my gut. I can't figure out if Im sad or not. I know I'm shocked. I just have this weird feeling in my gut that I cant explain, but I know I don't like it. This timing was perfect with the confusion I have goin on. I really just want to lay down and sleep for 12 hours, but something doesn't want that, because I can't sleep. I would really like having someone to miss. I almost had the feeling I missed her then realized she doesnt deserve that kind of attention. I just miss the feelings she gave to me. I miss someone doing that to me, and it hasnt happened since her. I would really like those memories to form with someone new. I cant wait for us to play shows. The feeling I get from that is one of the best feelings. Losing yourself for 20 or 30 minutes in music is still best feelings. I want to help write the next song. I've got quiet a few things to say. fuck it, im gonna go watch tv. Goodmorning.