I have to admit I'm a little nervous. I've never been so far from home before. Akito's still with me. I can feel him even here but what if someone hugs me? There's no Hatori to make them forget. What if I go black in class? It's been known to happen. No Sohma family money to smooth things over but i guess Hatori would just wire some over ( Read more... )

I managed to turn a night at the lake when I should have been comforting Fuu who was so upset, into a very sweet exploration with hands and lips. I probably should feel guilty but Fuu really seemed to want to. She is the gentlest woman I've ever known. I don't feel guilty and I know I'll do it again. Hmmm, wonder what that says of me.

It was a very strange day at camp. It started out okay, except for some misunderstandings on the bus but I guess that's all straightened out now. I was hoping for just a nice day out with my new friends and I did get that ( Read more... )

Ed’s showering and I’m done changing for the picnic, probably should write something down. I feel...terrible. I’ve done nothing but really mess up since I’ve been here. I don’t mean to go black and scare people. I wish I could control that. I just hope Mac doesn’t feel guilty about my switch, it wasn’t really her fault. It was mine. And then I ran ( Read more... )

I didn’t think I’d ever get here. Keeping it quiet from Kyo was easy, at least, but it was Akito I should have been worried about, of course. But we both got away. I just know Kyo’s going to lose it when he sees me. He’s getting better with his temper though. I guess we all are thanks for Tohru ( Read more... )