It's the perfection in life that drives me crazy. That unattainable something. I feel as though I am impossible, if not only for myself than for others as well. It's the price I pay for being different than everyone else...feeling so alone and always feeling so misunderstood. And I hate it when people tell me who I am or what I need because they ( Read more... )

Nothing particularly spectacular happend today, I just felt soooooo good today!! So I thought I'd record this phenomen, since it's been so long since I've felt this cheery ( Read more... )

I told my parents the other night that the only grandchildren they were getting from me were illegitamite bastards. They thought I was kidding. Here's what went down ( Read more... )

Imagine a Pug-like Peruvian gangsta-hood-rat-fake-type saying this. What a moment. Thanks Carlo ( Read more... )

I got my classes changed around, so I'm at Cy-Fair now. That's where I wanted to be in the first place. Still taking Spanish 1411, but now I'm actually in the correct government class. Can't believe I signed up for the wrong class TWICE now. Oi ( Read more... )

I wanna learn how to dance. Can anyone help me?

When you feel so frustrated all the time, it makes the little things in life hard to bear. And I'm sorry for it, but I can't stop myself all the same. I hate feeling so down and grouchy all the time, and I hate snapping at my parents, and I hate getting mad at my friends, and I hate feeling envious over things I can't have, and sometimes I really ( Read more... )

"So, what was your New Year's Resolution ( Read more... )

I wish that I could make him feel what I feel. Or if I can't, that someone else would. Because it's not fair for someone to go unscathed this long. And I wish that I could not think about him, and not care what he does and spit it back in his face. But I can't. And I won't. Because then he would win, and I'd be the loser. I don't know how to act ( Read more... )

Oh my God. I am so stressed out right now that I'm making myself physically sick. Last night when I was trying to sleep I thought I was going to throw up. All this last-minute-tying-up-of-loose-ends-before-moving stuff is driving me crazy. Who knew that it would be easier to withdraw from school than it would be to cancel my gym contract? That's ( Read more... )