i am more alone than ever. and i don't know why i can't be happy... i look around me and see all that i have. but if you don't have friends and people who will just be there for you... nothing else matters.

TODAY HAS SUCKED ON SOOO MANY LEVELS ( Read more... )

Ok, so I can't focus on anything right now. I'm just freaking out about life ( Read more... )

i really don't know what to do. i can't be happy. i really try soooo hard, and i have been trying extra hard lately. but its not working. i feel like im dying inside and it just wont end. each day i think it gets a little easier, but then it feels like i took twelve steps back. i really wish i never met him. what do i do???

so i just was talking to my friend and apparently that guy told our other friend that 'it doesnt really maatter to him if i get hurt cause im a big girl ( Read more... )

Well today was ok, sad, ok, sad, ok, sad, bored, ok, then whatever! what a day... so, there is this boy that i am friends with and so is my roommate (my roomie knew him better than me though). and he apparently thought i was super hot and cool blah blah... i was really hesitant to do anything with him because he had slept with my big sis from my ( Read more... )

i do not like the library. it feels like a germ hole. there are icky, old, fat, smelly people who come and use the computers and gross me out... yuck! and the mere fact that the vast majority of people here are accounting majors (the other large group are engineers). i hate school, i hate my stupid writing for accountants class, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

why can't i stop crying???

i HATE him!

so lately i have been doing OK. but last night i tried to get drunk and whatever and have fun... but i just couldn't give it my all. i hate this! why can't i just be happy for once. i give up man ( Read more... )

i feel more alone than ever. i feel more left out than ever. i feel sad ( Read more... )