freaking out about life
Ok, so I can't focus on anything right now. I'm just freaking out about life.
So far these are my options:
1. Graduate, apply to grad school here*, finish that, then get a job up north.
2. Graduate, move home, work for awhile, try to go to grad school next fall.
3. Graduate, try to find a job?!?!? i dunno
*now, going to grad school... that involves taking the gmat, which i would have to do really soon! and i have been looking around and its says to study for a minimum of four weeks, but i dont have that kind of time. so i really don't know what to do!!! And I don't even know if I would get it. I just have good reccomendations for here, and I think one of them has an 'in' with the grad school peeps. But I don't even know if I am smart enough to get in... But I could take a prep class or something, but the grad school is on rolling adimssion so the longer i wait, the harder it might be to get in??
So do I just move home take a year off and work and study... then apply again. And go to a different school, like SFSU or something (cause I def think im not smart enough for cal).
But, I kind of want to stay in san diego for a little longer (hence going to grad school here). I feel like I just started having fun... ie no more Jeff. And I have friends now, and its like the fun is just starting and then it will be over...
HELP!! I am so freaking out right now. All the other accounting majors have jobs with good firms already :o( i guess i thought i was more organized...
i just wanna have it all figured out! i think this made me feel a little bit better. but i just wish someone could tell me what to do :o(
So far these are my options:
1. Graduate, apply to grad school here*, finish that, then get a job up north.
2. Graduate, move home, work for awhile, try to go to grad school next fall.
3. Graduate, try to find a job?!?!? i dunno
*now, going to grad school... that involves taking the gmat, which i would have to do really soon! and i have been looking around and its says to study for a minimum of four weeks, but i dont have that kind of time. so i really don't know what to do!!! And I don't even know if I would get it. I just have good reccomendations for here, and I think one of them has an 'in' with the grad school peeps. But I don't even know if I am smart enough to get in... But I could take a prep class or something, but the grad school is on rolling adimssion so the longer i wait, the harder it might be to get in??
So do I just move home take a year off and work and study... then apply again. And go to a different school, like SFSU or something (cause I def think im not smart enough for cal).
But, I kind of want to stay in san diego for a little longer (hence going to grad school here). I feel like I just started having fun... ie no more Jeff. And I have friends now, and its like the fun is just starting and then it will be over...
HELP!! I am so freaking out right now. All the other accounting majors have jobs with good firms already :o( i guess i thought i was more organized...
i just wanna have it all figured out! i think this made me feel a little bit better. but i just wish someone could tell me what to do :o(