Things that hurt my feelings... by Jack Handy

[nonversations]

When I go out of my way to plead with you through two lj comments and one facebook message to keep in touch with me via email once a week and you flat out ignore every single one of those... it hurts my fucking feelings. I just wanted to connect with you like I never have before and like I know we can

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[kalimotxos]

For what it's worth, hugs. You're too good. Your note on my wall for my bday made my day btw.

[nonversations]

Aww that's awesome! Do you feel older? Haha. Do you feel anymore more "er" now?

I think of you often! Anytime I play Mario! lol j/k

Just want you to know that you are in one of the two handfuls of people who had a drastic impact on my perspective for the better in bb_. It was when you came in that my perspective on women and societal norms and sexuality really, really started changing and weren't just ideals.

So kudos on being evolved and worldly and well-rounded and awesome and classy. :D

/sappy.

[brownie_blogs]

I am confused...is this to multiple people, just one, a group? Haha I am nosey :-p

Anyway, I love being friends with you, fyi :) Come see me soon!

[nonversations]

Which I've always found curious and delightful. I am, truth be told, a dramatic person. But nothing ever got done without tears spilled and a raucous caused. :) I'm just one of those. Because I don't honestly want or strive to not be a dramatic person. I have too much else to work on when that is not the problem nor a catalyst. It just looks like it because it's a fucking circus in your face

[brownie_blogs]

haha it's okay...I'm a good listener

[redlygal]

Ash..hun...please tell me you're just going to finally drop these people. Finally. Please. Because it makes me sad to read this and think of how hurt your feelings are because people treat you this way. :-(

[nonversations]

They aren't treating me bad. I have been treated bad, so I know.
It's just negligence.

I just wish they'd drop me. I care. It's that I feel like they don't. And I don't want to sever a relationship that might actually mean something to someone and they just have a hard time showing that?
But it's really fucking lame feeling guilty every time you send someone a message because you feel like you're imposing on them. I mean what the fuck is that. It doesn't come from nowhere because I have way too many friends that I don't feel that way about at all ever. I have too many friends that I've never felt insecure about. That I didn't have to walk on eggshells around. Sooooo...

Very frustrating.

[puppybutt]

I didn't comment on your last entry, but I wanted to. After reading this, I need to