I'm crazy and weird, different then most, I'm fat and weird shaped, I'm a slob, I have the ultimate "Don't give a fuck" attitude, I realy do everything I need to but yet it's never enough, I'm clumsy, I'm selfish, I'm obnoxious, I'm pretty slow on the uptake, I'm pretty dirty and lazy, I can't control myself, and I tend to overdo it whenever given ( Read more... )

No I'm passed pissed, I'm fucking livid. I don't know what the fuck happened to Brenna. Fist of all, she's not gay, she never was, and never will be, she needs to snap the fuck out of that. Second, coming from the girl who always said she would never let a guy be squishy, and call her every ten minutes asking if she's coming home, and get pissed at ( Read more... )

I will post a pic of it soon. I'm fucking excited! But if my family finds out I'm fucking dead...........

I tried I realy did, but apparently I'm not important enough for you, you'll never change, I should have known that, you don't care about anything but you're vagina. And I'm officialy sick of it. All I wanted is to spend some fucking time with her, but no she brings krystal, now I have nothing against krystal, but she could have fuckin called and ( Read more... )

Well Brenna pretty much moved out last night, she got her make up and whatever clothes she could find and her dvds. I'm not happy but I'm not upset, I don't know what me and brenna are anymore. We're definatly not realy friends anymore that's for sure. But now, who am I left with? Since Brenna dosn't come around anymore, Erin dosn't either, unless ( Read more... )

That's what does this to me, I'm fucking fine until I have to step onto a school campus, besides the fact that Brenna and Erin COMPLETLY blew me off this morning, when they promised me like 3 weeks ago that they would come smoke a bowl with me and drive me to school, no, I called both of them like 20 times but NOTHING then 2:00 rolls around and I ( Read more... )

This isn't intended to be an emo "no one loves me" entry, it's just the truth ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be falling down around me, my friends, my family, even my room is falling down ( Read more... )

Fucked up tonight big time, I'm such an idiot. So long, SO FUCKIN LONG, I hope I read this tomorow cause I probubly won't remember much of tonight,
HEATHER YOU'RE A FUCKING IDIOT

-Sober Cut-
It's the next day, my nose was already bleading and I feel like shit, I'm an idiot, I realized as soon as I woke up, I don't full remember writing the top part ( Read more... )

So I bring Breyana home to spend some time with her and so Brenna and Erin can meet the girl I'm always talking to, they are my "best friends" therefore they have to meet everyone I date. I totaly forgot that Brenna and Erin, ARE FUCKING NUTS, We make a good trio, but people just don't get us, and we scared Breyana. So she sat there and tex'd with ( Read more... )