Not for the first time have I realized that my family (mostly siblings) is the only thing (with one or two exceptions) that makes that very small part of myself that I can live with and am proud of come alive. They inspire me to become the person I've always aspired to become. And once they leave, all of the wonderful "hope instilling live life to ( Read more... )

So today I attended a "suicide prevention assembly" after contemplating death all weekend. Pleasent surprise. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't seriously considering jamming a kitchen knife through my ribcage, okay well, I was, but I knew that I wasn't going to because I'm smarter than that. Here are several reasons why. (I am writing them down so you ( Read more... )

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Why you ask? Why do these things...no one reads them. Because ( Read more... )

Thats not fair is it. No its not. Thats terrible. What am I gonna do about it...since it is all my fault, well no, there's really nothing I can do about the way I feel. But what am I gonna do about it? Nothing. Absolutly nothing. I am not going to do anything that will cause hurt. Well I'm causing tons of hurt, but not on anyone but myself, so ( Read more... )

So there is a story to this, but I won't post it now, because I frankly don't have time. Anyways, the main point is that I have three kittens at my house right now and two of them need homes in the close approaching future (2 weeks?) Two of them are tabby striped ( one a boy, the other a girl) and the last one is black with blue eyes ( a girl) They ( Read more... )

1. tell me something obvious about you. I'm intraverted ( Read more... )

Alright. All right. Well not really. All wrong. Well not really either. Part right. Part wrong. There we go ( Read more... )

okay all, I just put a hellish long update on my xanga, and it won't let me copy paste so I can't put it here, but I probably won't feel like updating for a while so if you wanna know whats going on with my read my xanga. It took me a long long time so....yeah, just go to www.xanga.com and search users for nonilion23. ciao ciao everyone.

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