memories both good and bad
can never be dismissed
when the subject is
a heart you love
or the tender lips you kiss.
so cut me with your hurtful words
and heal me with your touch.
hold your hand inside my arm
and use it as a crutch.
stand, i need you by my side
i cannot move without you

gazing into eyes i do not recognize
a reflection that's been long lost
drained away, morphed into someone i do not know
mirror mirror, why are you lying to me
blind me from reality

Why doesn't he love me?

"Life will have woods and it will always have tenebrium.  You will get lost unless you understand you can get lost, you see?  And this is it, you look for clearings.  This is what life is all about.  And when they come you stay inside for as long as possible.  You look for openings and clearings, in your life."

"And for one eerily lucid moment ( Read more... )

Now i knew only too well what love was and i wished i didnt. It was like giving a blind person sight for just lonh enough to take in the wonders of the world only to take it away again, plunging him back into darkness. But now it would be a different, cureller darkness, the darkness of absence, of light, of color, of sunsets and sea, of trees and ( Read more... )

i love you. i will always love you. no matter where i go in life i will always remember the feeling of your arms around me. i will always remember your smell....cigarettes and....just you. every memory will always return. your voice telling me you loved me. the tears you cried. even the fights we had. becuz it always ended with us still together. ( Read more... )

when i sit back down and read what i wrote it doesnt even come close to what it felt like. im dissapointed in myself and empty because i know that i didn't deserve any of the things you said ( Read more... )

i love waking up and seeing a completely changed world. seeing a soft blanket wrapped around every house, every tree, every blade of grass. i just want to bury myself in the beauty and sleep away my thoughts. i want to capture every moment. pack it away inside a box for that gloomy rainy day when the thought of the past will bring tears of joy and ( Read more... )

{im gonna fly with the angels}
                                          {im gonna dance wit the devil}

~Put down your hollow tips~
           ~And kiss your lover's lips~
                    ~And learn that fate is what we make of it~

This is the end, beautiful friend.
This is the end,my only friend.
The end of our elaborate plans.
The end, of everything that stands, the end.
No safety or suprise, the end.
Ill never look into ur eyes again.

From Life as a House...great movie. thought i'd add them so i could always come back to them ( Read more... )