some people think its easy to forget. most people just think its easy to forget me. they lie. they cheat. its like they'll do anything just to hurt me. and all i want to know is ( Read more... )

i carry my phone around with me...aching for it to ring. i go on two different screen names just to stare at his name on the screen taunting me. i go to places i think he'll be....praying to catch a glimpse of his face. i just want to hear his voice. see his smile. i know hes hurting and i hate that hes pushing me away. and i pray that things arent ( Read more... )

To watch the leaves grow on the trees with you is out of question
I walk into this summer all alone the usual session
You feel your instinct then you act but was it your intention
To leave me down and broken now you've ended our ascension

You took it all away

You took it all away...

i just wrote this long entry only for it to be erased. i cant write it again.

the story of my life.

everything i do gets erased. pasted over. gone.

i dont kno what the fuck to do anymore.

all i want....is for someone to truely care. all i want....is someone who will always be there for me. all i want....is someone i can really trust.

but asking for that...

is asking for the world.

i want my limbs to vibrate with the music pumping from the scattered speakers. i want to feel the smoke travelin to the tips of my toes and fingers. i can't take sitting here listenign to this mindless dribble. the words pouring out of chapped lips just to splash on the ground. i want to be floating above the clouds. i want deep conversations and ( Read more... )

i hear the rushing water ( Read more... )

didnt think that you would
get sick of me so fast
its been so long
still im livin in the past...
it shouldnt be so complicated
just hold me

I heard your voice again today
I'm scarred by all the lies
that were once promises you'd made
I lie in bed awake at night
And wonder what went wrong
or even more
just what went right.

you only live once. you only get one life, one body, one mind....one chance to do what you wanna do. be what you wanna be. if i had a choice of anything. i would simply pick whatever made me the happiest. whatever i know that if i did, i would love it and cherish it. people go through life doing things for the money, for the fame, for this or for ( Read more... )

Breathe it in and breathe it out ( Read more... )