Tell me how to make things work and ill sell my soul. Just take my life and run away with it.

I don't mind you under my skin, I let the bad parts in... it never gets any easier. Miserable with and more so without.

I just needed to put this thought somewhere other than my goddamn head. I hate that this is what it all came to. I hate that I never knew one word of truth other than what is was shown through screen captures and messages of others. I hate that ill never stand in front of everyone I hold close and make a lifetime comittment to the person I love. I ( Read more... )

i would be lying if i said i was completely happy. sleeping in this bed where we once reconciled is hard, i have had 2 consecutive nightmares. going to roscoes for easter brunch and as awesome as that is it still brings me down. i wanna pick a spot on the map and send you a plane ticket to meet me there. i have realized that disappearing could be ( Read more... )

i have so much to say.. i just wanna scream. fuck fuck.

you know whats awesome? finding out you fucked vacaville paul.. you are a real piece of shit.. i cant even fucking believe this shit. wow. "id never hurt you on purpose" funny, that seema deliberate as fuck. wow.

i am on a floor with 7 dudes. listening to the ghetto sounds. mario is drunk. we ate roscoes. i am sad. LA has become my nightmare in some ways.

Back to the place it was all reborn. only this time, ive buried it... what can i do? pretty sure she has a new bf anyways. oh well.. wish em happiness and find your own, its the right way to handle shit. im on the 5 right now, siked for what this trip holds. recording, old friends, free terror show, meeting people ive never met. coming home to a ( Read more... )

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