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fashion photo its a thought.

I've sent my portfolios off to london, milan, and the netherlands..... now, we sit and wait

You ever get that feeling like...."if i wasn't here i doubt anyone would notice." Like you just sit there and realize that you were the last in on the plan....so you might as well have not come at all. I dunno....tonight felt like it was the 3 the 1 and others. I being the other. Well, thats all I got to say about that. lol. Oh that and I am ( Read more... )

Today was super stressful with all my 35mm slr camera mess. Oh well, it got done and thats that. This month, super hot 35mm, in 2 months, my digital slr! My ipod is on ice. Soon I will have to buy a new one. This semester has just been one thing after another as far as money is concerned. 3 studios is tough on the checkbook. Thank God for the ( Read more... )

So for being the "talkative" person (or so im told), I dont think I really ever talk. Does that make any sense? I just had my best friend say that I dont tell her stuff, and I really thought that I did. Hmm. I know I am really cautious with who I tell my shit to....but I guess I dont at all. For being someone that talks alot, it just seems like i'm ( Read more... )

Been a long time since I posted here ( Read more... )

Is it not better to say that I failed because I tried, rather than I failed because I was scared ( Read more... )

Things got all better during the break and I'm pretty sure they are about to go back to being bad again when I go back to school. Eh...I'm just going to ignore the world and how perfect it operates around me. I'm going to start saying "no" to anyone that asks for some crazy favor. I dunno.....I dont want what I had last semester......I want more. I ( Read more... )

I cant sleep because my neck is in the process of being fixed.....so my body doesnt like pillows very much at all. I'm pretty much 100% on doing whatever it takes to have two good hands for art/photography/architecture/design. lol.....my degree is simply complex. haha what a great statement. I'm happy they are closer to fixing my arm/hand/neck/back ( Read more... )

Today I got a call from Alecia, and it was awesome. Talked about Claire Claire's bday schtuff. I've figured out why my bday always sucks and why no one remembers......you just can't compete with Jesus. Its just way too close to Christmas. lol. Yep, there is nothin that comes close to beatin Jesus, esp with birthdays ( Read more... )

I love being home, but damn, I wish I could see the c.a.k ....it would be so nice. I thought if the best way to describe friendship ( Read more... )