LEAVING THE JAR

Where everything is kept

in the dark

alone (fingers like mountain ridges)

reach inside (me?)

colrage like canyons

The ocean cries (your hands pull) similarily

I remember your face, deep cut grooves

lifted above the mass--Peeling the rhines

over a bowl of oranges

that skinless fuel

enters into

another, jar

What a tumultuous week. It's insane how emotions can change so easily. I was certain for the longest time that my feelings were set in stone. I don't like kids. I don't love kids. I don't want to be a mommy! Then morning sickness came (did it leave....of course not.) Two days later we're wandering the malls crying over baby clothes and trying out ( Read more... )

 The Day Before Yesterday:

Worked
practiced Russian, searched
for Why The Tree Loves The Axe
Went out to my company christmas party 
mingled, drove home in a snowstorm, went to the mall
pet little cats with names like "cassidy" and "sunsquire" at petsmart, 
wished them well, gawked at lizards,glad to be-- safe and sound at home, 
watched a few episodes of ( Read more... )

I mean....

Kitty pics!

Sometimes i forget how mammoth they really are.


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Today i feel.....

Wonderful! so blessed! Why you might ask?

1) Josiah got another job (finally!) Better late than never i suppose--Working at Saint Gobain Crystals. I'm glad that he will finally be free from the hell that is Targets Entertainment Dept.

2) On Friday we cleverly evaded a ticket from a not so clever cop who harrassed us, tailgated us, ( Read more... )

Each of them says, 'i have loved you ( Read more... )