i haven't posted on this thing in half a year! that's so lame. well i'm at work so i'll post more later. i don't want to get into trouble.

life, oh life...what the hell? Today, I am asking myself,"Is this really it?" Life is so repetitive, like some cycle of profound never-ending stupidity...I work my 40 hours, get my paycheck every 14 days, disperse my minuscule funds amongst my intimidating creditors, and start the whole mess over again. There is nothing out of the usual, nothing ( Read more... )

well, this has not been a good week thus far ( Read more... )

Well now that my exams are over, i can breathe. Time to type, write, shop, and eat. Oh, the fun! I am actually doing well. My grades rule, gpa's up, going to school full time this next semester. I just got a $70 X-mas bonus at work. That'll pay off a credit card bill! Yay! I've been working out alot to, prepping for the holiday season. My ( Read more... )

I talked to my father yesterday. Could I possibly loathe someone more then I do him? How is it possible to love and completely hate someone at the same time? I hate how he pretends to give a shit, how he manufactures the fake bullshit fatherly advice. It's so fake sounding. Sometimes I just want to interrupt him and ask him how many times he's ( Read more... )

ok, ok! I'm posting! Sheesh! So live as we know it is coming to a stand still. Who do you vote for? Why don't I have money? Why can't i have more sex? When will the next semester start? Will I or won't I get approved for my new car? And why, oh why, can't i lose more then a pound a week? I relentlessly go to the gym. To address each topic ( Read more... )

Today is semi busy at work. I don't really like the people that i work with. They're all assholes except for a select few. It sucks when you are part of two different vital departments and they are pulling you in different directions. What do you do? I am thinking of quitting, i mean seriously quitting. I've been giving it some thought for ( Read more... )

oh, and thank you Lauren for being the first to read or comment on my journal.

I really need money...I wish i could win the Pepsi Billion or something. I would be a major philanthropist. In additon, I would not be snotty, I would still be a real person. i would get 3 degrees and live in a nice house with a river on my property and a huge horse farm. I love horses. God, being in college and being penniless sucks majorly.

Resolution is a beautiful thing, especially because time is so short and life is precious.
--Me