somehow i always manage to shoot myself in the foot. this time i don't think there is any number of "i'm sorry" 's that can make it right.

i'm sorry

*bes sad and more than half drunk*

ian will be late to work today and it's all my fault. i actually drank last night, which was probably a mistake. haven't drunk in such a long time that the few that i had were far too much for me. so i woke up this morning not feeling the best, and ian and i ended up trying to have a serious life discussion while i was feeling like shit. never a ( Read more... )

did something today that has taken me almost a year.... removed someone i used to be close to from my life completely. every little memory, every little piece of conversation wiped out. i never got to see **** or even chat anymore, so what's the point of holding on? better to finally let go, prise my fingers off the small things that linked us ( Read more... )

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well thought i'd better let everyone know what's been going on lately.

still house-sitting, which is good.... being with monkey_kplunk everyday is still kind of weird, but it will be hard to give it up when i have to go home again ( Read more... )

somehow i always wondered what that saying really meant. i know now ( Read more... )

i didn't think that today could possibly get any better..... boy was i wrong....

tonight monkey_kplunk asked me to marry him.

*squeals*

*dances*

*cries*

i am so fucking happy!!!!!!!!!

everyone in this house seems to be in pain.... mum hurt her toe and now can hardly walk, erin has an ear infection and the slightest noise hurts her head, dad... well his back's giving him the shits again ( Read more... )

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7am is way too early to be getting up everyday. weird that i've just come to this conclusion after i've been doing it ever since i started high school. i only wish that there was some alternative...

thanks for being there for me last night. i really just needed to see the one person that could make me happy after such a shitty day. somehow nothing ( Read more... )