memories ( Read more... )

well im here again, should start using this again? idk there doesnt seem to be anyone on, no old friends, and no way to make new friends, just an empty hallow room
will think about it.

I used to spend most of my time on here, talking to people, keeping records of things that were happening. a world away from now. ah but i was more hopeful then, i had dreams of being a real life Addams family. but the best laid plans of mice and men, and hopeful housewives ( Read more... )

so, ya, still here, in a seacoast city that is way over priced. surviving and creeping along. if your still out there feel free to say hi

By age 58, Saturn has completed another 29-year journey around the Sun, and you get your second Saturn Return. While this can also be a challenging period -- requiring big changes in work, relationships and other areas of life -- the second is typically less tumultuous than the first. As you revisit themes from your first Saturn Return, you now ( Read more... )

You see me now a veteran of a thousand psychic wars ( Read more... )

times have changed and so have i, its been hard and nasty, i am continually reminded that people that i once thought of as friends, never lifted a finger when i needed them, I miss what i thought they were. i miss what i thought we had. i know that there are some out there that were just too busy and mixed up with their own issues, and i accept ( Read more... )

i feel dirty, disgusted, angry vengeful, i wish i could do something to remove this evil from the land, but i am helpless, as helpless as i ever was. as useless, empty, a nothing. but i have my kids to try to protect, i failed them so badly for so long. now the world that they will in is a filthy hole of hate. i wish i could do something, i just

not dead yet. I have a roof, for that i am thankful, its nothing like i would like but its what we have, and i am thankful. i miss all the lovely things that we had, the friends i thought i had. and the life we had. whatever ( Read more... )

well im back
from innerspace
just walked in to find this year
a blank box upon the page
i didnt loose the password lock
just lost a bunch of insinsere
and a bunch of wide eye marks
and did i think for one second they would be honest with me?
now here
i am again
im still alive