Feb 15, 2018 16:41
times have changed and so have i, its been hard and nasty, i am continually reminded that people that i once thought of as friends, never lifted a finger when i needed them, I miss what i thought they were. i miss what i thought we had. i know that there are some out there that were just too busy and mixed up with their own issues, and i accept that. thats cool. shit happens. I am happy to know who my real friends turned out to be, and great full that they were and are there. but those that make the snide remarks. still gossip and post little comments that never let me forget and i have no clue who they are. (ya people i dont know weighing in on the subject) like the threads that try to keep a balloon down. sad.
im gone, i have to, i have more important things to deal with then some little pissants that have so little life they have to stick their noses in others. i wish them well, wish they would fall headfirst into a well.
things have changed, issues, reasons, and needs. so i limp instead of run, there is a whole world out there, you want to sit and spin lies and throw mud, whatever. i wont acknowledge you on the page of faces because that will give you the validation you so desire.
I make note of it here, because, i keep a record, of all that was said. all that was done. it was suggested by the lovely councilor i have.