(67) insomnia.

[ninaay]

it's three-twnety am, i can't sleep. i feel sad. no, unhappy is a more appropriate word to use. i don't know why; this time i'm not lying. i really don't know why. well, i have an idea as to why of course. but, i really don't know why i'm getting upset about it.

a part of it is probably because of the stress in school. it's really up to a point

Comments

[sheaux]

i think it'd be good to take things slow and see where it brings you.. of course if he takes the initiative then you should let him know how you feel. ♥

* snuggles *

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT'S CRAZY. REALLY.

[ninaay]

;_; if only he did, it's really hard for a person like me to be patient. but im trying, gah T_T.

*cuddles* ONEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW t_t.

♥ really though, thank you for dropping by even if youre not feeling tops yourself, how have you been anyway ? bit better ? hope so =( ..

♥ ♥

[sheaux]

not posting, but i've been around LJ, cheering those who need to be cheered on. i just finished another assignment, so i feel slightly better.

♥ loves on you, so i can't not comment, neh?

anyways the other day i tried making you a bracelet but i t was FAILZ. LOL.

[ninaay]

;____; .. such a good friend. *TACKLEHUGSYOOUUUUU*

OOOH finished one ? YEY XD. bit more to go though, right? FIGHTO♥! bah, speaking of which, ive nearly finished my english assi. ugh, highschool stinks

[imaii]

awwss nina, good luck with the assignment bb. please feel better soon. ilu okay? ♥

[ninaay]

thnks bbs. ilutoo mai ♥ (:

[ilovessyou]

bb D;

i love you, no words can express my love for you.

*hugs you real tight*

if only i could give you a real hug i would.

[ninaay]

): shari, you know nina loves you too right? ♥
*hughughug*

[ohbangem]

hello love,
you should really be getting your sleep. i dont want your health to be affected):

goodluck with your assessment, and i guess for your relationship issues, let nature take its course and see where that leads to? or better still, voice out your feelings to him. maybe you two can work something out, and emerge an even happier pair(:

[ninaay]

;_; i know, i know. but really, for the past two years my sleeping patterns have been so effed up anyway. im trying to fix it because it's seriously affecting my health now, so yeah, yesterday's 3am insomnia was a first in many weeks, (: im trying ♥.

thanks bb, and yeah, i hope so too. it's just a bit hard since ive only gotten to know him for like, two-ish, three months? but yes. time is what we have. i intend to be patient (it's hard though T_T) lol ♥

aw, bb. i js wanna tell you how much your advice has helped me ♥ thank you. really (:

*huuuuugss*

[ohbangem]

nothing's easy in life, so you've just gotta try. and im sure, that everything will be alright. esp since you are such a sweet lovable girl(:

im glad there's something i could do for you my dear. *hugs* <333

[eternity_faded]

;_______; NINAA HWAITING!! ♥♥
hsc is a killer. ;O; but maybe thinking a year from now school will be over for us too will help =(

[ninaay]

ah, that's what im trying to think of.
just. one. more. year.

*cries*

but you're right, FIGHTING! :D:D ♥