(67) insomnia.

[ninaay]

it's three-twnety am, i can't sleep. i feel sad. no, unhappy is a more appropriate word to use. i don't know why; this time i'm not lying. i really don't know why. well, i have an idea as to why of course. but, i really don't know why i'm getting upset about it.

a part of it is probably because of the stress in school. it's really up to a point

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[sheaux]

i think it'd be good to take things slow and see where it brings you.. of course if he takes the initiative then you should let him know how you feel. ♥

* snuggles *

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT'S CRAZY. REALLY.



THIS MUCH.

* WAVES POMPOMS * good luck for school!

[ninaay]

;_; if only he did, it's really hard for a person like me to be patient. but im trying, gah T_T.

*cuddles* ONEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW t_t.

♥ really though, thank you for dropping by even if youre not feeling tops yourself, how have you been anyway ? bit better ? hope so =( ..

♥ ♥

[sheaux]

not posting, but i've been around LJ, cheering those who need to be cheered on. i just finished another assignment, so i feel slightly better.

♥ loves on you, so i can't not comment, neh?

anyways the other day i tried making you a bracelet but i t was FAILZ. LOL.

[ninaay]

;____; .. such a good friend. *TACKLEHUGSYOOUUUUU*

OOOH finished one ? YEY XD. bit more to go though, right? FIGHTO♥! bah, speaking of which, ive nearly finished my english assi. ugh, highschool stinks

[sheaux]

nahhhh~ cause i'm feeling horrid, i don't want others to feel as horrid as me. ;__;

LOLOLOL. left with japanese exams, which stretches over 4days, JLPT, uni exams, jap studies project. rrrrr~

HWAITING! ♥

[ninaay]

but bb, there are so much girls in your flist who care about you and want to help, you know that right? of course, including me, we're here for you. you don't have to be in a corner alone, okay? (:

ewwww. you make JAP in uni sound SOO fun T_T" oh, ive always wanted to ask, what exactly are you majoring/sub-majoring in? i know you do economics, and jap; wanna clear it up for me bb? :D ♥

[sheaux]

i know.. i spent the whole day yesterday on PLURK and just puttering around. and really, spazzing made me feel much better. and the talk with daisuke4288 made me feel less alone. IDK. it's like emo-ness is scary. you know?

then i went out grocery shopping with my mum and came back happy~ saw your LJ comment and i cried. ;__; is weak. but well.. it was too sweet~ ♥

i'm taking three core modules, one general studies module and an unrestricted module, which means it can be from any other faculty.
1) Economics
2) Japanese Studies (which is on the history and blah)
3) Philosophy
4) Political Science (general studies module)
5) Mathematics (on logic and proving and blah and it's killing me like hell)

i'm learning japanese outside~ the JLPT is a national exam for non-native japanese speakers, and i paid to take it.

that's it, really~

[ninaay]

lolol i think i should get into plurk, but then i just think of the whole new range of distractions that would cause me to procrastinate even more in school work, i get a headache. aigoo. ;_;

but, im glad the stress, the emoness and everything is easing up, even if it's just a little~

lol. i love grocery shopping with my mum. .. cos i get to choose which chocolates she will buy from me and i will later hide from everyone else at home XDDDD~

YOU CRIED BECAUSE OF ME D: ? im sorry ♥ lol, im a softie too. i cry, at well, anything. but yeah, i really wanted my comment to do at least something since it's all i can do, being thousands of kilometers away ♥

oooooooooh. your subjects sound, slightly fun. ... slightly. LOL XDD. im doing economics atm, and yeah, i hate economics, and economics hates me. let's leave it at that XD;;

but your modules ARE damn interesting woman, great stuff! im planning on doing korean at uni, hmm (;

ahhh. the JPLT exam, GOODLUCKKKKKK. ♥

[ninaay]

ew, noob, i meant JLPT*

[sheaux]

LOLOLOLOLOLOL. don'ttttttttt~ PLURK is seriously addictive, but there's less people on there as compared to earlier on when everyone just swamped the place. i think we broke PLURK cause the notifications of new comments stopped coming in~ and now they even have anti-flood rules. LOL. blame the KPOP LOVERS who SPAMSPAMSPAM.

i was uber happy cause i bought chocolates, sweets, snacks, lotion, shampoo~ ♥ LOLOLOL. XD

YES, YOU ARE EVIL. ROFL. XD JOKING JOKING.

yeah, i was too touched by your sweet message. you should become a romance novel writer or scriptwriter in future, methinks. ♥

comment >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no comment. seriously.

i was happy that at least.. out of the 70 odd people on my f-list, 20 people replied. i think that's not bad already, for me.

even though i have haters, there are also those who love me like crazy. ♥

I WANNA DO KOREAN NEXT TERM~ and kill myself. ;__;

because language modules at uni are like.. 7hours of lesson per week. not including the time to do homework and practise and exams and projects.

NYAAAAAAAAA~ see how it goes. if i wanna be a masochist, then i'll take BOTH jap and korean.

♥

[ninaay]

THE FANGIRLS BROKE PLURK. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH LOL ! omg. hilarious XDDDDDD!

lol inorite? shopping helps, doesnt it? XD it's strange lmao. i feel happy when i buy stationery. LOL >8DV.

LOL WAH ;_______________;.
XDXDXD~ lol 'sif .. my ability to write is seriously mediocre, and i think it was just because i love you, and thats why i had the right words to say, and i wanted it to mean something (:

on the contrary, ive always been meaning to write an angsty fandom oneshot D: (minhoxonew/2min/yoosu/hyuksu) ah♥~

and yes, im really happy seeing your flist show their concern for you; in a time when you needed it; it feels warm and fuzzy to know someone cares doesnt it? ^_^♥♥

but about the korean/jap issue, my cousin has a friend in uni who does both korean and jap, so one day i asked her for some insight about doing two languages and here's how the conversation went:

nina: "wow! you do KOREAN and JAPANESE?? how is it!?"
cousins's friend: i just have one advice for anyone who wants to do two languages in uni,

.... DON'T.

LOLOOOL. bahah. but yeah, if you're gna do korean next term, YAYAYAYYAY. I WANT COPIES OF YOUR LECTURE NOTES LOL XDDDDD♥. lmaooooooo.

AAAANYWAYYY, it's nearing midnight here, i think i should sleep soon ):

hug? \(^^)/♥~~

[sheaux]

seriously you know. LOLOLOL. XD we were spamming poor plurk quite vigorously~ all the pron and crack. * shakes head *

what kind of stationery do you usually buy? i'll send you some if i can~ i have tons of cute stationery. ♥

TOFUHO please, NO 2MIN. i always feel like seriously one day MINHO's gonna get raped by him. LOLOL. XD

it does, it does. ♥ it made me feel marginally better. LOL. MARGINALLY.

LOLOLOLOL. i have a friend taking GERMAN now, she's gonna take GERMAN + ITALIAN/SPANISH next term, this term she's already like.. ending lessons at 8pm. ;__; ouch.

sleep sleep sleep~ * huggles and tucks you into bed *

SLEEP TIGHT AND DREAM OF HYUKSU PRON. :D