ugghh. i hate medicine. and doctors. and the possibility of having surgery to remove such minor details as, you know, my *lymph nodes*. awesome, right ( Read more... )

nonono, i'm not dead. stop worrying, i'm still alive, and i keep up with *your* entries often. i primarily write somewhere else now, but maybe if you're really nice, i'll tell you where that is ( Read more... )

it has been a weird past few days. very weird. i wasn't even able to do any good shopping! blah. i didn't like anything i found. i do like that most size four pants are too big for me, though. but i don't like that i came home from various malls with no new jeans ( Read more... )

yawn. i love sleeping in on the weekends. or anytime, for that matter. i've been rolling into work at 9:30 every day lately. who's going to stop me, considering my co-promotions director shows up whenever he feels like it (sometimes 10:30 or 11:00!), and besides, no matter when i show up, i make sure to put in at least eight hours of solid work ( Read more... )

Happy Almost-Slut
Whoa! You scored 26 Sluttiness Points and 12 Ethics Points! Interesting...

It's clear that you're at least a bit sex positive but you still have some hang-ups about the whole consensual nonmonogamy thing. I know, it can be difficult to step out into new things. No one says you have to but it may open new worlds to you if you ( Read more... )

it has been a busy few days. i'm utterly exhausted ( Read more... )

i got this idea from a friend who did this in her journal. i'm not going to say what these letters concern, nor ever confirm whom they address. these aren't anything i'm ever going to send. these are hypotheticals. these are entirely true ( Read more... )

so here's my brief update. i heard from the doctor today. i don't have diabetes, thyroid problems, a bladder infection, or anemia.

however, apparently my kidneys are leaking protein into my blood.

and now i have to go see a specialist. this isn't good. not at all.

and saturday night--when i finally! get to see my boyfriend--seems so far

it has certainly been a rough couple of days for me. my doctor's appointment on monday did not go well. there is the definite possibility that i have some sort of kidney disease. and those can be life-threatening. and so i'm very worried. and i won't know much else 'til some more test results come back, and even then...i may not even know much ( Read more... )

so tonight i did the unthinkable: i bought a pair of SNEAKERS! yes, something that *doesn't have heels*!!! amazing, hmm? they are bright blue and they are pumas, of course, and they are damn hot. i wore them around the house tonight just for fun. tonight i also got an adorable DKNY shirt, these calvin klein panties that look totally hot on me ( Read more... )