can we get clean again?

i'm losing my mind
i'm fucking things up
please come back and slap me in the face
it always seems to work
someone needs to bring me back to my senses before i lose it completely

i dont know why i still try and reach out to you
i know you really couldnt give a shit anymore

i'm grasping at straws that just keep blowing away in the wind
just need something solid to hold on to for a little while
and maybe someone to hold me together too
even just for a night
just to make sure that i dont get blown away as well

my heart is lost in california ( Read more... )

dont break dont break dont break dont break dont break dont break dont break dont break

i could just fucking scream sometimes!!!!

god fucking damn this fucking shit!!!!

sometimes i miss you more than i can stand

24 days down
50 days to go

thinking about things alot lately ( Read more... )

people i miss more than life right now...

meghan
emily
matty
rye
jeff

i need to stop being lame and hang out