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my heart is lost in california
i'm waiting for you to find it again
i'm sure that i'm looking pretty strong about this thing from an outsiders view but i am really a wreck without steve. regardless of anything he is my best friend. there is no one else i'd rather talk to. no one else i'd rather listen to. no one else i'd rather spend time with. i'm trying really hard to give him his space. but its hard when i'm so scared that by doing that i will lose him forever. i know whatever will be will be. i know i cant change peoples destinies. i just wish that i could see him on the 16th like we planned. i just want my change to give go for that all or nothing moment. if for nothing other than closure. i just want my shot.
i'm waiting for you to find it again
i'm sure that i'm looking pretty strong about this thing from an outsiders view but i am really a wreck without steve. regardless of anything he is my best friend. there is no one else i'd rather talk to. no one else i'd rather listen to. no one else i'd rather spend time with. i'm trying really hard to give him his space. but its hard when i'm so scared that by doing that i will lose him forever. i know whatever will be will be. i know i cant change peoples destinies. i just wish that i could see him on the 16th like we planned. i just want my change to give go for that all or nothing moment. if for nothing other than closure. i just want my shot.