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**Sigh** Well, back to the Open Call Board I go, there was no phone call or email last night from the director, which tells me I was not cast. So, I will go forward preparing for the audition next week. I know it is my own fault for getting my hopes up after having a good audition, and I should be used to having auditions where the director ( Read more... ) -
Lunch and tother stuff
Lunch was nice today, better than usual, mostly because it was about an hour later than normal so drag_on_king and I had aquiet and rather calming lunch hour with a very tasty lunch that she packed this morning as I was getting ready for work. We watched some first season Buffy the Vampire Slayer and chatted.
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So, I have decided to try and get back into theatre. I have 3 plays I am planning to audition for and if I do not get cast am thinking about finding an acting class to take. I know that I was happy when I was on stage, it is like another world for me and I realized recently that I miss it, so I am going to do something about it in the hopes that ( Read more... ) -
Poems
Stones of grey sheathed in ice
Building upward and all around
A tiny speck do I become
Amidst this infinite labyrinth.
Alone I wander with faintest light
Through this ever eternal night
To find the answers my soul seeks
My own sanity I am forced to reap.
NLJ 9/9/05
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In the last month or two there are some of you who I have talked a lot with and vented quiet a bit allowing my frustration and worry to be most of what you see of me, this is not a fair representation of who I am or what my life is like. In the past week or so I have heard from more than I would like to count that I should leave my home and those ( Read more... ) -
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I am feeling rather yucky inside and out today. I slept 81/2 - 9 hours everyday of my weekend including last night and even took my meds earlier than normal, but nothing seems to lift this grogginess any earlier than 1 or 2 pm. I am honestly wondering if I can handle another 1 1/2 months of this. On the plus side depending on what the ( Read more... ) -
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If I exploded upon the plain wall behind me in my cubicle what color would it be and would it be framed and made a work of art or sneered at as a fucking mess to clean up? -
Request for Opinions
Do you believe that by following a certain path (i.e. Shaman, healer, witch) a person could be mis-diagnosed with a mental illness (i.e. schizophrenia, psychosis, antisocial personality disorder, etc) or is it that the path they walk is simply their way of using what has been given to them in a more constructive manner.
