With a Russian Monster Java near and a tablet at hand and ustream running i feel a burst of total and unrequited amounts of motivation....for some reason i work alot better when people watch rather than pushing myself to make art...i know im weird. But hence all the OC sessions with Kail. But he's a little different in the motif way, he's more like ( Read more... )

ok now that im not trying to fall asleep anymore and my typing is more legible than a drunk trying to type. Anyway the results were that my stomach looked irritated, but nothing that would 'cause my pain...so i have a Ultra Sound schedualed for Wednesday at 1pm back at his clinic ( Read more... )

and i srsly hope they find something wrong with me that's easily fixable, but if i have to go into surgery i'll take that too as long as im fixed because OMG im so tired of the pain. And whatever it is that's messing with me must somehow know somethings up and seems to want to make things a little more uncomfortable for me >Also i got my ( Read more... )

i felt really nauseous awhile ago so i went to go get a sprite, but at the same time my pills side effects kicked in so it wasn't very safe for me to drive, but at the same time i really didn't wanna puke everywhere. So i called up Kail, whom i was OCing with at the time, before i left to get a sprite....talking to him allowed me to keep distracted ( Read more... )

i woke up with a huge headache again, so i took some medicine for it and hoped it would go away by the time i got to church this morning. I also took my anti fungal for my thrush(a yeast infection in the mouth), im really hating taking the anti fungal because it makes my stomach flair up, but i need to take it or my mouth is coated and any kind of ( Read more... )

i normally only get this way when i take a nap, but i think having a yoo-hoo at 3am wasn't a smart idea and now im paying for it ( Read more... )

it's been pretty awesome here in Portland, it reminds me of all those photos i see of Ireland or Korea. Just a really interesting place overall, i never get enough of all the sites and even though i've gone down the same few streets twice, i always find something new to look at...a real eye candy kinda place to the point i think my eyes are getting ( Read more... )

i feel like this mentally and physically...no motivation to do a piece of artwork except this thing that i pulled out of my butt and forcibly pulled out. And im in pain everyday stomach, chest, or head....take your pick.


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i fan freaking hate this... after the ER visit my stomach/digestive system has not been the same. Something seriously is now screwed up because when i eat(slim fast, oatmeal, yogurt) or drink anything i get this sharp pain right where my stomach is and when i breath in it feels like my left lung is being poked so i can't breath in too deep. This ( Read more... )

well the pain has become more and more concentrated on the left side of my abdomine between my belly button and my side and about mid section. It really sucks....especially when the pain jumps around, but most of it is in the mid section of the left side. The pain killers that the doctor who was actually worried about me, gave me has been dulling ( Read more... )