what is wrong with me ( Read more... )

With a Russian Monster Java near and a tablet at hand and ustream running i feel a burst of total and unrequited amounts of motivation....for some reason i work alot better when people watch rather than pushing myself to make art...i know im weird. But hence all the OC sessions with Kail. But he's a little different in the motif way, he's more like ( Read more... )

i kept forgetting to post this....for some reason i keep having dreams with artists from FA, all of whom i have never met in RL...it's weird,

A couple of nights ago i had a dream that i was hangin out with pac and i was telling her how i was looking for a job. She told me should could probably get me a part time job with her at the Butcher/Slaughter ( Read more... )

last night while talking to Kail on the phone my left wrist just went mad with pain, my fingers, wrist, forearm and elbow just ached with pain....almost felt like a charlie horse combined with the pain of when you smack your elbow into something as hard as you can....but without any pinkie pain. I was literally hitting my arm to deter my mind from ( Read more... )

the country song "im still a guy" came on and i was giggling because that song cracks me up :3 i told kail to listen to it. He was wearing a navy blue polo shirt and actually looked like he was from the countryside like my cousins. Anyway my mom mentioned the discovery center was doing their raptor(birds of prey) exhibit and said she was going to ( Read more... )

lol had a weird ass dream last night that consisted kail, furries, a pickup truck, a hippo, and freakin monk? anyway i was riding around in the bed of a truck with a couple of college buds looking at the clouds which oddly looked like a pair of giant hands, and i kept mentioning this to everyone, but they ignored me. Then we did some ramping off of ( Read more... )

i srsly will never get over my one true fear of Tornados ( Read more... )

this was a dream inside of a dream that srsly made no sense really, but like by the end of the weird dream they were talking about labrador retrievers, it was like on the radio, because i was driving in my car and it was saying "a lab is so loyal it remembers your name in a song" or something close to that "like the more you sing to it the more it ( Read more... )