yo well its funny how things is lookin/im so shook and im so tooken/taken, tooken however it is you wanna say it/im so stressed these days got me pacin/back and forth, to the left and right/to the front once more, all damn day and night/my feelings aint dyin in fact they blowin up/they maturin alot them things is growin up/life is crazy full of ( Read more... )

Hey, not that anybody cares, but i cant talk tomy sweetie/as much as i need her i kno she needs me/i cant say hey cant say hi/im fuckin forced to have to say goodbye/to make matters worse, i got a baby on the way/i need madd money to make it go away/a baby by a girl i dont love/thats one thing i wish i never had happen even once/my lifes been ( Read more... )

this have been hectic, a wierd week of bullshit/i dont know what to expect, i feel so foolish/ things have gone good, things have gone bad/things gone down the drain and things makin me sad/so many feelings for so many different people/malicious intentions lately been feelin nothin but evil/u say u still love me, but bitch i dont believe u/i dont ( Read more... )

well..today i went out and got a bunch of applications...ran into my ex's parents..and i didnt even seen em and they are like" oh heeeey miiikeee , how are u???" it was soo bittersweet..for the fact i miss them too, but how its a reminder of..how im not with my ex anymore yakno. they were happy to see me. uhm im kinda..stuck in thought..i want ( Read more... )

well...last night i think..yeeah last night, i was on the phone wit my ex..and everything was goin great, flirting..everything..then my cell dies..and she didnt call back ..i was furiously pissed. grr..i wonder whats gonna happen with me and her. i mean " ill sweet talk her if she like, cuz all she really want it a nigga to treat her right, right ( Read more... )

well today..i ( Read more... )

today is mothers day. today im gettin my moms nails done and also taking her to dinner. i gave her flowers and a card. also, i got a flower and wrote alil letter to my ex's mom, bc i do miss her, and its mothers day, so i had every reason too. im curious as to what she thinks of it.its 12:06 shes prolly just gettin out of church, i wonder what ( Read more... )

ok ladies and gentleman and whoever wanna listen//im back on my mission but this time its different//alot more at stake alot more on the plate, alot more to love alot more to hate//but i'm passed all that im just tryna be great// do my thing and never under estimate// the complexities that be stressin me//this time just let it be// this time ima ( Read more... )

well lately i been dying inside//reminiscing on times that still live in my mind//still missing the girl who once was mine//like my brains in rewind but im all out of time//nothings changin for the better like it should//nothings great nothings wonderful or good//nothings fantastic everythings drastic and hood//when i know it needs to be fabolous ( Read more... )

well its me all over again, im calm now, no more...depressed mike, just a more pessimistic mike..either way..blah..i been workin..i miss my ex now..she meant the world to me..and in many ways still does.but..i dont know what ima do bout it, i dont know if trying to contact her..is worth the trouble or hassle. at work..they play songs and i can ( Read more... )