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well lately i been dying inside//reminiscing on times that still live in my mind//still missing the girl who once was mine//like my brains in rewind but im all out of time//nothings changin for the better like it should//nothings great nothings wonderful or good//nothings fantastic everythings drastic and hood//when i know it needs to be fabolous like it could//how can i maintain happiness when im not with her//im alone at heart and i do miss her//i see things when im walk thru isles//memories of you to this day still drive me wild//mind cluttered with past events//and so much wants to bring em from the past to present//i stay stressin day after day hour after hour//inside ima coward got me singin in the shower//thinkin of the kind of arrangement of flowers//she might like she might wanna keep//thinkin of something to remind her of me//im not tryna be forgotten like many memories//im tryna find the love i had cuz it was so sweet//tryna keep the love in the air//cuz thats the only thing i've ever wanted to share//money dont even matter to me anymore//cuz iknow this broad was better than any ol whore//this girl was great but so much of me hates her//so much wants to slap her and never date her//but too much loves her and wants her as my wife//so much needs her to come back in my life//so again im just crazy and lost in thought//knowing i needa prove myself cuz love cant be bought//what can i do what can i say//what can i accomplish today//somebody please help someone pray for me//help me find the light and help me see//someone tell god to come talk to me//i know he can help the cause and walk with me.