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I am an eyebrow FREAK. If you've got bushy eyebrows, I want to rip your face off and take it home and never let you see the light of day again. If someone rubs their eyebrow against the grain (messing them up) it drives me crazy and I have to fix them, and then "fix" mine. I dont know why, dont care to change. My new favorite community:
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Im back home now. It wasnt doing any good staying there. My father in law made a good point in saying "you either need to go and fix it or move on." So Ive been home for a week now, things have been really tense and awkward, its really difficult to be around someone you love but arent in love with. Especially when you dont trust they'll do the ( Read more... )

I can't even believe Im saying this but it looks like Aaron and I are headed for divorce. Im still in Chicago with his parents, and although Im supposed to leave next Tuesday, it might not end up happening that way ( Read more... )

 
I wanna love you 
and treat you right;
I wanna love you 
every day and every night:
Well be together 
with a roof right over our heads;
Well share the shelter 
of my single bed

Although it's only been a week and a half, it feels as though months have slipped through my grasp. I dont understand. Im constantly on the verge of tears, but my anger seems to ( Read more... )

I left Aaron Monday morning. I decided on Saturday night that I have had enough. I quit my job, got a plane ticket, and left 36 hours later ( Read more... )

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This feeling.... its amazing. There isnt anything like it, I never want to let it go. Accomplishment. Today I weighed in at 151, which puts my weight loss total at 60 lbs in 6 months. Breast feeding doesnt allow you to starve yourself, and to keep my milk supply in compliance with its demand, Im forced to eat oatmeal everyday and drink tons of ( Read more... )

Friday the 12th was my sister in law Meagan's 23rd birthday. She had a really bad day. Some drama with her family really brought her down, and her lover in Chicago forgot it was her birthday, as well as pretty much all of her "friends". I made her the cake earlier in the day, and left work early to take her out. She wanted to go to a drag show so ( Read more... )

I want to drink.  All the time.  I want a shot of something everytime I walk into a restaurant, followed by my favorite beer. Whenever we go grocery shopping, I contemplate buying beer or some sort of cocktail mix for the house. Whenever Im at work (a bar of all places) I want to drink after the shift is over. Some days I want to drink until I pass ( Read more... )