i deleted the xanga i've been using for get this ..17 weeks. 17. that's my number. what it means i'm not quite sure. maybe just an odd coincidence.

the other day i foresaw my death, or what i'm assuming to be my death cuz if i live after the last hit i took that i saw bring me down, i'm not going to be a very happy person. it was weird, i was just ( Read more... )

k so i haven't slept in... just under 36 hours, it's like 35 hours and 55 minutes. the day so far.. i can even pawn as a day, it's just a drag on of yesterday and i wish yesterday would just die. good news is matt stopped by this morning. 6:42 a.m. i get home from dropping off ma, 6:48 i hear a car door shut, see a shadow walk past my window and ( Read more... )

and the shit keeps coming, ya know what i've got to say to that? KEEP IT COMING. hell yes motherfuckers, i thrive on pain. i shine brightest when in the dark, i can't help that i just happen to love the fight ( Read more... )

hellyeah is the shit ( Read more... )

"SOLguitarist: its more than that and if thats your mindset, you are losing this race... SOLguitarist: freedom, gone! out the door forever ( Read more... )

"..Something inside of me has got me tripping on you, and I can't explain it. Maybe you're just no good for me after all." -Orgy ( Read more... )

that says it all ( Read more... )

i'm tired of breathing for you, so tired of breathing for you, i'm tired of breathing for yooouuuuu. what a bad ass band ( Read more... )

StitchUrMartyr: chance ( Read more... )

SearchingWhat you say sounds familiar ( Read more... )