this has been just irritating me for weeks. i hate when my boyfriend parties all the time because i dont know what he does and that scares me to death. i wish i was around, that'd make everything better but he lives all the way across the country. i know our love is strong enough to deal with that but it just kills me. i wish i was with him every ( Read more... )

I posted the shit out of LJ today  but i'm just feeling a bit sad tonight. im really upset.  i feel like most guys in the past have taken advantage of me.  I'm so sick of it that its to the point where if it happens again, I will go psycho.  all guys want is sex and that's what i've truly come to learn from my ex bf's.  if they don't receive it, ( Read more... )

Questions that I have been stumbling on ( Read more... )

Demolished Love ( Read more... )

I haven't typed anything in a while. I just got back from my trip, I basically feel like shit..

I haven't updated in forever. In case you hadn't noticed, I got a new sanyo sprint phone a couple of weeks ago..I'm pretty happy with it so far. I'm so excited, my b-day is next month, what are you gonna get me? I ask everyone that. ;x my friend is throwing me a surprise b-day party except I already know, I guess I'll pretend to be surprised.. ( Read more... )

My hair smells really good right now, I took a shower a couple of hours ago. Black tanktop + Wet hair + red lipstick = hot. Don't you hate how people always complain? There's always someone who's going to be better than you, right? Every single person on this planet has problems, so who are you to bitch someone out? I have an issue, I guess I just ( Read more... )

Dan should take me off his friends list, I don't like him and he knows that so I really don't want him "spying on me". I'm gonna start typing in here from now on..k, here I go..