the nezz to do list. started 1 Feburary 2008. To be completed before I die, or become incompetent to do daily routines. Maybe added on to, but with added date stamped.

• speak Polish fluently
• learn some form of martial arts
• become a decent photographer
• take a coffee barista course via Read more... )

Here's a list of things I'd like to do whenever I am on my lonesome (let's hope never :P)

- Try for Kakapo Volunteer work - http://kakaporecovery.org.nz/volunteers/
- Travel to Bhutan

Two/three months of the same occurring dream every week or so ( Read more... )

My emotions get the better of me ( Read more... )

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Mistakes ( Read more... )

All of my days are blending into one lonely night ( Read more... )

Hope is what makes the world go 'round.

Hope is what makes us put on the lottery.

Hope is what makes us apply for crazy jobs.

Hope is what makes us fall in love.

Hope is what makes us believe we can be together again.

Who would of thought a new job at a little cafe in town and the quitting of one of my existing jobs was all I needed to feel better again?

I actually feel like a person again. Like I do have a purpose. All because I make coffee for people.

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I really despise one of my jobs. Didn't think I could feel so crappy about a stupid job. My boss has lost his passion for his business, and that, in turn, has made for a stale and unpleasant environment at work. It doesn't help we are particularly dead in terms of business, and I spend too much time doing nothing. That is not the sort of worker I ( Read more... )