I am done with my LJ.
goodbye.

The only religious, fantasy, irrational type idea I have ever believed in is destiny ( Read more... )

I am having the worst dreams lately. I can hardly sleep. Tossing and turning and waking up every hour.

no more floating.
i am in control.
no more watery eyes
game over.

I'm trying I'm trying
but its hard to keep things in
rolling everything off my back
is difficult when everything keeps sticking
I'm sorry I'm sorry
Maybe some medicine to make me feel like I'm okay
feel like I'm okay ( Read more... )

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Can't stand by myself ( Read more... )

there was not a thing to miss while my internet was away.
as of right now i am obsessed with tears for fears' album "the hurting".
I also just got my hands on the new metric album.
I am a happy boy.
I am going to learn to meditate.
my head is far too crowded.

The pay phone across the street and I are becoming best friends. Although, I just discovered a hidden one farther down the street that only costs twenty-five cents. L.A. ate my cellphone. So, if you want to get ahold of me go online or call Jake. Or if you want to randomly show up at my door and play the odds, I say go for it.

This weekend was intense to say the least ( Read more... )